bear.

dear nathan,

i havent seen you all day today, and guess what?

i miss your laugh.

i miss the way you give me a sly grin when you want me to do something for you.

i miss your sweet kisses and kind hands.

i miss your freckles.

it has been such a crazy journey on this road to buying a home, but there is no one else in the world i would rather clean up water with. sleep in a trailer with. have no electricity with. eat tons of fast food with. have no water with. have no washer with.

with you dear, i have so much.

i count you a blessing always, and know that we can handle whatever other silly things come our way. you are my best friend, and i love you more with every day. thank you for choosing me to be your bride, i promise i will continue to make that decision worth your wild.

wait.

i'm exhausted.

even my eyelashes are tired.

we are finally, and officially, moved into our new home. it is so exciting and surreal. when i wake up in the morning and look around, it is so weird to think that the wall i'm looking at, i own it. the new tile shower: all mine.

as i was making dinner tonight, i couldnt believe that kitchen i was cooking in was mine. we have been eating in our breakfast nook with our place mats and actually, talk during our meals. so foreign for the past couple weeks since we have been living off of taco bell and wendy's.

our house is almost complete, we are getting our washer and dryer hook-ups installed and should be finished by saturday. what an amazing thought, to be able to do laundry in our own home. no running down stairs to make sure we could get some washer and dryers. no carrying bags full of clothes up and down our stairs. i'm getting goosebumps just thinking about it.

sorry there are no pictures. i have thought of taking pictures but our house is still a little messy, i guess i'll have to get over it.

i cant wait for my garden.

cant wait for clean laundry.

cant wait for clean house.

cant wait to have amazing conversations in this house.

cant wait to have my first real cry in this house.

cant wait to sew my first...something.

i just simply cant wait.